Well, the wait is over and again, I'm not pregnant...
I have so many emotions right now...
ANGER! I'm SO pissed off! How does one go from having a GREAT ovulation to not getting pregnant?
The nurse on the phone is a great big bitch! No sympathy at all!
I'm MAD that all of this played with my head so much!
I'm mad that I made myself get false hopes again!
I'm SAD........so very sad!
Sad just doesn't quite cut it.
I'm DEVISTATED!
I even talked to my tummy today as if there was a baby in it, but no...no baby...NOTHING!
I'm MAD at my body and how it just seems to always be broken!
I'm tired..........
sick and tired...
jealous.....
sick....
so sad...