yum...

Amazing what an evening of chocolate tasting/wine drinking can do for you.
We had a little gathering in our back yard tonight with 6 moms in the neighborhood. Each person was to bring something sweet and the hostess had about 15 different types of drinks. Many wines/wine coolers/beer etc...
If you haven't had River Gold and you like sweet wine (and inexpensive) you should try it! Yum.
So, 1 glass turned into 3, and here I am thinking that maybe my tipsy self would have something to blog about.
Really, I don't.
We had Miles evaluated by a Speech Language pathologist this week. Very interested in hearing what she had to say. She's apparently going to email me the report before our meeting to go through it all. Seeing he has no words yet at a few days shy of 18 months, I'm sure he's a bit delayed.
As bad as this may make me sound, I'm SICK of the "ah-ah-ah-ah AH-AH-AH-AH's" over and over. It's almost impossible to decipher one "ah" from another. I'm dying to be able to have him communicate with us. Sure, sign language is helping, but dammit, I want him to be able to tell me he'd like milk or a cracker or UP or down or out or bed or bath...you get the picture.
SOMETHING.
ANYTHING.
And, of course if there is one child to worry about, there is another.
So, Logan has had this nightwaking/sleep walking thing going on for the past month or so. He's definitely not awake, but his eyes are open etc....but the really strange thing is is that he's SOAKED with sweat. So much so that his pillow is soaked all the way through and he is even soaking completely through his shirt and comforter.
I thought nothing of it really (although I did make an appt for next week)but I decided to 'google' it. (Does anyone else hate this term as much as my husband.) Night sweats don't seem so innocent anymore.
So, we'll see what our trusty doctor says. As much as I respect him, a lot of times his answer is, " you know, I'm not positive on this one....blah blah..blah"
Ah well, such is life as a parent. Always worrying about one or the other.
So...in even more exciting news...I made some calls today that might be unexpected to the readers who have been here for a long time. I called to get some packets on adoption. Dave and I are really thinking hard about adoption. Not now, but possibly starting the process in 6 months or so.
Oh, and not a baby...a toddler.
We very well may have a family of five. HELLP and infertility be damned. We'd be playing on our terms this time.